needs to start doing her homework,
stop slacking around,
stop watching videos,
stop surfing forums,
get a life,
breathe fresh air,
sleep like normal kids

and

get a life

bye blogger. loi am super happy!
Streaming MAMA now omg just now TVXQ appeared!
-insert scream-
fine only jaechunsu but still!
BEST ASIA REPRESENTATIVE YO! duh ! :D
"To my 2 friends out there.. in case they are watching, saranghamnida" AHHH jae
you always speak the nicest words.
holding back your tears?

2NE1's musical was the blast too! :D
I likeee
omg i need to rewatch the entire show when its finally uploaded on youtube.
and perhaps subbed.
:D

ivy now! ahahahahaha
watched MAMA late though, wonder what else I missed

2PM noww HUIXIAN WHERE ARE YOU


xxx

grats
2NE1! Definitely rocked the whole show with the spectacular musical.
BEST SONG
BEST MV
BEST NEW FEMALE ARTIST
MUSIC PORTAL MNET AWARD
:D I feel so happy for them! esp the BEST SONGGGGGG, seeing them cry makes us want to cry too right! Cant wait to see Dara's me2day updates heehee

suju didnt win much :(
ah but anyway this is obviously biased against SM
i mean SNSD got nothing ._________. today is mixed up feelings day.

woke up feeling excited and full of anticipation.
got disappointed, cheated, so yeah sad, and a little bit angry.
got even more fury and sad and cheated.
cheered up,
became happy.
got even happier towards the end

need to get aatvxq3! need to :(


thanks ppl who cheered me up! :D INSOMNIA KILLS
Seriously!
What is wrong with my body clock,
even the newspaper doesnt bore me out at like 4.30am.
This is crazy, suck suck suck .
Need to find a way to fix my body clock.
ASAP!

Old vid :D

today is a loooooooooong day
i should just remove my nail polish, bathe and then go to bed
but i cant sleep.
this is such a horrible day with that thing haunting me.:( Today something really traumatizing occured.
Early in the morning, there was a 'thud'
Ambulance, Police, why are they so slow.
All the shouting, wailing, screaming, crying
I hope I can forget about this incident forever.
Thank god for mum by my side.
Its just too real, too scary, too close.
This time, it isnt on a show, it isnt fake, its real.

So everything is somehow crashing apart
At this point of time, from where Im standing, its like you see different aeroplanes crashing down, different reasons, different impact, but still, yeah BOOMZ (the ris low way) all crashed.

But they are all similar,
Friendships, Bonds, Trusts, Tolerance, Promises.
Down they goooO!

I just hope the people inside survives the crash and comes out of the darn plane in one piece.
XXX

I finish SS!
Super happy.
Except, now I still have proposal to do.
Sob sob gang :(
To think I actually thought proposals would be as usual written by the top4 :/
Okay nvm I shall think tomorrow while complaining about every other thing.

Off to watch Momo Love and 2D1N ! :D